Friday, June 6, 2008 Y 22:57
Today had Art night class from 3pm to 8pm. We were in art room from 3 to 7 , I did lots of developments and stuff. Also do sewing after that as had to dye at 12 of June!! Fucking hell, the dateline was like 6 days man!!=( OK then went to staff lounge after that as MR sham wanted to Photocopy things. Erm this is my first time there, It was really comfortable and fun. There is TV, Vending machine,Fridge, Karaoke sia.
What a wonderful life of teachers!! While waiting for Mr sham, we play the soccer game, I am new to it, I found myself so ROBOT when playing it. Soon, we left school, I holded Jyo's hand as I was afraid of dark and behind us were Ky and Sandy. EEwin and Jew walked the other way down. When we was walking, Jew suddenly ran out from the coner and scare us. She shouted so loudly till I weep in Jyo's arms. I am really petrified, my heart skipped a beat, you know? I was speechless, so continue to cry.
After much persuading from friends and Mr sham, I finally stop and calm down. BUt still when I reached home, I locked myself up in the room and cry. I don't know why, I am just scared. But after all the crying, I felt much more better!!=( I cried for like nearly 1 hr if I am not wrong. The reason why I am scared of dark is because when I am young I was afraid of Karang Kuni. My stupid uncle then scare me by shouting " Karang Kuni LAI LIAO!"
So I ran about in my hse and my forehead kana the wood door. That is when I started my phobia. As That time, my forehead was so swollen that I cried,til now I still can't forget this. So friends, At nite I will be so timid so please protect me!! Better don't scare Me!!=pIf not I will feel so sad and uncomfortable. What a phobia I had and I hope to overcome it!!=p
BUt really thanks friends for telling me not to cry, If not It will had been worse! Especially Jyothi , Thanks for letting me hold your arm and cry in your arms!! LOve always!!=p Can't forget of course KAMALIAH too for lending me a helping hand and thanks for the persuading!!=phaha!Didn't know I can Be THAT EMO SIA!!
