＊Matthew's Baobei＊

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 Y 13:34

Haix sick today, having stomache and a serious flu. Stayed at home and rot then never turn up for school. Went to consult a doctor, the medical charges were so expensive lo. The doctor say I had sensitive nose so she gave me a kind of spray that will last me 2 months, And 2 more tablets for my stomach. All together $50...=( Nvm la, it will be worth it if I really recover fast. Must go take a good rest le, later at 6 still going for art as the dateline is damn near... Jia you!! ALso hope I will not miss anything important today...Don't miss me ok ppl!! Will update soon as I am quite busy this few days. Having art, studies...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 Y 19:20

I don't know what to say, as feelings are difficult to pharse in words. I am in a depression, as my prelim eng got an E8. Alot of the ppl say that "it is just prelim nvm" But I think this sentence would not cheer me up at all. So what abt my 'o', are you going to tell me that " its just 'o'??" I am devastated, disappointed and downheartened. HOW CAN I IMPROVE? I SERIOUSLY GOT NO IDEA... Friday is my oral and I am the first candidate! I think I am going to make a fool of myself, fear had engulfed me, What is the point of getting all As and Bs but an E8 for english.
No poly will want you, at least a D7 is required. Seeing all the passes in the list and all the wonderful marks of other people. I am jealous and I felt that I am so weak... 44/100,=( Felt like breaking down after I know my marks. But today, I holded back my feelings. I seems to be very delightful today but all was a act. The fake smile that I put on is because I don't want to let others know and then put sympathy on me.After school, I then went to cherin house as she is the one who will have fun with me. We chat and chat, this make me relax and time files when we are having fun.
The reason for me doing this is that, I want to be strong forget about the things that had happened. But still, it doesn't turn out as what I thought. This is still troubling me, I am weak in english but I had already vowed that I will make sure I do well in it. From today onwards, I am going to write extra essays for teacher to mark.
I will put in all my efforts for it just like how I did for my Mt. I alreary did it in Mt and now next challenge is ENG. ORAL, P2, P1, I will get a B3 in my Os, gd luck to me ba. Sorry kuei lee and si ying for not going out with your as I really did not have the mood and I just want to stay at home and study. Jyothi, heard that you are not feeling well, don't stress out ok? take care!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 Y 21:43

O level Mother tongue results were released. I am really satisfied with my results, I had reached my goal. "It's a A1!", I yelled loudly when it was being announced. I am seriously stunned and I didn't expect that to happen. I was the last to be announced as I am the pathetic only one from N3, I waited and waited for so long, counting and subtracting the grades that they get. when It came to weiping and me , the grades left B3 and A1. We holded our hands together, Fear engulfed me, then weiping get a B3.
This moment, I was in craziness, shouted and I was overjoyed. Everyone congrats me and I felt as though, I was in my dreams. This is just rather impossible, I was in dilemma. But still I felt rather sad for those who did not get good grades as they would have to retake it. I seen people breaking down into tears, I do not know how to console them. As I am afraid that if i get nearer, they will cry more.
Just some words to you all: Don't be dismay or disappointed in your results in Mt, at least now you know where you stand so that you can do something about it. Although chances are slim, at least you tried and hope you will make a thoughtful decision. All the best and believe in urself. Words above are also sent to some of my friends, I hope you all will be encouraged and motivated!! DOn't avoid or treat me differently just because of my grades, I felt rather uncomfortable and disheartened for that so please don't treat me this way.

Next, got results of prelim, proud of myself in combined humanities. I got 82/100 for it. Our class had all made improvement, good and keep it up!!=) But maths was ... ...!! Die lo but wil buck up starting from now. Remmbered last time my science pratical was a 5 and 5.5 whish is 10.5 over 30 but in gthe prelims, I gt a 4 and a 4.5!! Haiz, I am speechless, MY PRATICAL SUCKSSSSS!!! I don't know how to make it better as I am not really good at hands on...Forget about it, will also buck up on my science then. From now on, Mt will be a free period for those who no need to retake. This is brillant so that I can go and study!!=))

Sunday, August 10, 2008 Y 16:12

Went to mr sham house yesterday, as we need to hand in our Art on the end of august. Everything was so rush but we did enjoyed ourself there. Ky and me meet Jew at Lot 1 lrt entrance. We brought food and bervages for them, ky also brought a present for Mr sham!! We took bus 975 and reach there. When Ky passed the gift to him, he was so HL then go put the LiLi flower into a big vase.

He start to take out all his awards that he got from Zss but we just don't give a damn as he is just showing off...=) But of course deep down our hearts, you are the best teacher ever... Soon we get to work. I drawn 3 first hand studies and I like it very much. EVen Mr sham said is nice. He then say I had improve alot. I urged him to take a picture of it and put it in his blog. haha=). Mr sham had cooked Pasta for us, it was scrumptious, the smoothie and ice cream crush that he made had all filled my stomach. He is indeed a great cook. At 12, we went home, jew's dad sent us home with van, ok, this is the first time I seat in van. when the side door is open, car passes by. Nice view but only it is warm inside. Thank you Jewellcy and her parents!!

Chatting, drawing , playing is what we do there . There was once when Jewellcy is chasing the sec 4 guy, she fell down. As the floor is too slippery, she was in pain.. I held her up and we started laughing as her expression was hilarious. O level Mt result is confirm released on tuesday which is on 12 Aug. I aimed for a A1-A2 , hope that I can reach my own goal.

Gd luck to all the people taking O lvls Mother tougue!!! Not only that tuesday will be normal school lessons, prelims results will be also out, But now I only know my Geo marks. I get 40 Plus over 50!! Good, I am euphoric over it and Shocked.. As in mid year, I only get like 30/50 which I am already satisfy with it.

Haha and My fabric grade is a A1, good!! Jyo one is a A2 and she wanted to re-do but I told her not to as I think that there is not enough time, A2 is already very good, work on visual diary and it will pull you up!! But the worst thing is in our class, only 1 person pass art and he is Ci Yun. 2 people pass Chemistry p3 and they are Rayhan and Farhan... haix I failed bth but nvm I will study harder. Go for it!! Jia you!!

This is the spider I draw In Mr Sham house, I liked the black one the most haha and the first pic is my full cloth. But itis a bit dark and not veri clear. On 12th Aug, the sec 4 art students must hand in their work le so good luck and Jia you!!!

Sunday, August 3, 2008 Y 13:43

HAHA! Finally, our surprise party for Mr Sham was a great success!! Yesterday we planned and do lot of things for him. Slideshow with all his gaiety moments with us and other faculty. This is how it happened: yesterday, he is going to the Ndp parade and he say he would not be coming back to school at nite. We were disappointed as we were afraid that our plan will be ruin again like the day before. So we persuade him again and again as it is his last day. Jewellcy, Jyothi and I persuade until we cried... As WE REALLY MISS YOU! WE WANT TO HAVE MORE TIME WITH YOU!! AT last, he agreed. He left at 3 and we start to make the slideshow, songs and everything. We had arranged the tables and close the door. Awaiting for so long, this moment then arrives, Jyo called and say " He's here" I heard his voice from the opposite room, Counted to 3, Jyo and I open the door. His was stunned and loss for words, we pulled him to the room and replayed the slideshow. He then fell into tears... not only him, one by one cried. Wat a touching scence. After the video, we then help ourself to the food and drinks. The big card that our wishes was written on were give to him. Its about 10 plus le so lots of ppl had left. I left at 11 plus then I sent a message to him. He say thank you to all and he is please with the surprise we had prepared!! I am so contented...=p!! Hope he had a wonderful night then!!

WORDs for Mr Sham: Thank you for all that you have done. You are definitely a good teacher. I had learnt alot from you in this 5 years. I will also vowed to get good results in art for Os. Althought you are leaving, you will not be forgetten. Your face will always be etched in my mind. And don't you dare forget me! Haha=) All the tears you shed is worth, will miss you de. All the best and hope you will succed in the things you do. Stay happy, healthy and HANDSOME always...=)

Friday, August 1, 2008 Y 11:59

Time for 5N3 to relax... HAHA as next week paper don't realli need much studying. Tues and weds also no need to go school. GD!! But I am seriously worried for my prelims results, I think that only Humanities was ok and not others. Science maybe just pass, but maths is just so hard. English, I am not so sure.
Prelims is difficult... But nvm Its just prelims and not Os. In aug 11- 15, our Mt os results will be released. awaiting for this moment man as I aimed a A1 or most to most A2 for it. Hope I could reach my target!
Today is Mr Sham last day, really sad sia. I am to miss him and his jokes. His art lessons is always so fun, his joke and craziness will always cheer mde up. Feel sad for him. But nvm, you will not be forgetten, thank you and love you always. You are the best art teacher EVER!!! Hope my marks will not make you disappointed ba. Take care and all the best to you!!=))