Saturday, January 19, 2013 Y 10:48
Another stepping stone of my life. Important responsibility and I had to face it. I had mixed feelings, I don't know is it good or bad? Is it the correct timing? But since it is already like that, I can't run away from the reality. I had to accept it and face it.
Now what I have to do is to take care of myself, not being clumsy anymore, no more heels for this few months. I had to eat healthy, no more seafood, no more SASHIMI=(, no more BEEF=(...
I had no cravings yet but I had morning sickness sometimes, always feel like vomiting but nothing come out from my mouth. Only that day I ate the fish Hor Fun, the fish tasted so raw.. I immediately ran to the toilet and vomit like crazy!!!
I had to have enough rest everyday, go for check-ups to ensure that he/she is healthy. Very coincidentally every time my check-up is Cherin off day. She accompanied me as my "sister", thank you so much, I really appreciate it if not I will be bored to death waiting like an idiot.
Now the size is only as small as a peanut.. or even smaller than a peanut. I had to go back on 28/01 for a more detailed scan.
Please be healthy in me. I will give you happiness and a bright future. No matter how hard it is, I will pull through it with Beebee together. It's a gift to us and we will create happy memories and moments with you.
I love my life no matter what people gonna say, I don't give a damn~ So save your saliva and stay out my business! Get your own life and Fuck off!
I am gonna keep it no matter what. This means a lot to me, he/she is inside me, you have no rights to ask me to abort. I am the only one that can make a decision. Whatever happens, I won't beg you for help. SO, SHUT UP! I WON'T LISTEN, YUP, I AM STUBBORN ALWAYS! I HAVE MY OWN REASONS AND I DON'T THINK THAT I AM WRONG. I KNOW WHAT TO DO, I MAY SEEMS YOUNG TO YOU, BUT I KNOW MORE THAN YOU THINK I DO. DON'T JUDGE ME IF YOU DON'T KNOW OR UNDERSTAND ME.DON'T MAKE DECISION FOR ME, I KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY OWN DECISION.IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, our important day will be in March 2013. Friends that are invited please attend and make this day a memorable one. Thank you so much!
