Thursday, October 28, 2010 Y 22:39
Today , I had a long day in school ... From 9am to 6pm.... Having no lunch breaks at all.... Pathetic... Felling damn lousy in the morning was so lazy and I dragged myself out of my house then to school..
First lesson was dynamics , it was quite interesting trying ways in maya to create fire and smoke from particles. I sort of understand what is being taught. There is also an assignment to be handed in =( ...My assignments are piling up again... It is just the second week of school and there is already 5 assignments that need to be handed in... Design courses are really crazy.... Really regretted getting into this course.... Hate using the softwares taught... I hate design but I had to complete the course and get a diploma... All the best to me...
Second lesson I had is programming , mood already lousy , and saw that someone sat on my seat... I was like WTF! So I went to talk to her ... The girl is really unreasonable... Can't you use your brain and think? Zzzz.... Making my mood more worse only... We argue for quite a long time then I got my usual seat. I sat down and tell myself I should not care how she feel , its not my fault anyway~ My mood swings are getting worse...So please don't make me angry...I promise that you will regret.
Third lesson is a lesson on lightings , we learnt how to apply bump map and materials to a 3D mouse model. It get a bit complex when it get to the maths part but others was okay..
Wanted to do E-learning for my marketing the moment I get home , but I can't open or even read the file!! WHY??? Zzzz wasting my precious time....
Tomorrow having no school till monday... 4 days of freedom ! Yeah!! Saturday I will be celebrating my first Halloween.... Pictures will be uploaded for it.... HAPPY HALLOWEEN~
Saturday, October 23, 2010 Y 11:12
罗志祥 ： “我會繼續加油的!對不起讓大家失望了!”
这句话 ，我们不需要。。。不要你说对不起 ，为何要道歉 ，你这样会让我们更难过。。这又不是你的错。。你为什么，要给自己这么多压力呢？虽然你没得奖 ，但你已经是我们心目中最棒的影帝了。。一大早醒来 ，就看到你发的微博。。心里难过惨了。。心情超差的。。
喜欢你10年的我 ，从来没有后悔，失望过。。每次 ，只要有人问 ，你的偶像是谁？我都会很骄傲的说我的偶像是罗志祥 ！！如果 ，他们问我原因 ，我就会把你所有的好告诉他们。。你是多么的完美。。你知不知道？不要跟我们道歉。你的努力 ， 大家都看得到 ，也感受得到。今年不能，就明年吧 ， 没人怪你。。我会等到你得奖的那一天！！！我一定会跟你一起欢呼。
祥祥加油。。我永远支持你。。。你一定要天天开心。。。健健康康的。。。我们都不想听到你说对不起。。
昨天 ，看金锺奖时 ，知道结果后 ，我超气 ，也超难过的。。。。难过的都哭了。。。真的觉得很可惜 ，海派甜心 ， 这么好看。。。达浪／薛海都演的这么好！为什么？看到你很大方的跟得奖者握手。。。看了， 心好痛。。
不要再带着那永远开心的面具。。我们都知到 ，你很失望。。。
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 Y 01:53
School had started.... Two days of lessons , Marketing and Procedural Effects.... Marketing was nice and all the lectures and lesson are so interesting!!!! Love it so much , can't wait to learn all of them!! As for procedural effects , its crazy , we are told to model things within a time limit... Was too nervous and I forgot how to use the softwares hahahah~ Too long never touch them le.... LOL
After school , rush and went to meet Cherin at Heeren , she brought present for her friend then we went to have our lunch at Scape... We chatted quite alot as we are waiting for someone who is suppose to go out of her house at 4.. Around 5 , I smsed the someone , she told mi she just wake up , I was like ...... But she prepared quite fast and we met zi jun at plaza singapura. Was looking around in world of sports , was thinking should I buy sports wear for my dance lesson , I really can't decide what to wear every week.... So should I buy?? LOL~
After that went to eat dinner at Just Acia , I am so crazy... I also don't know why , I keep on laughing on small things that people do.... But soon the virus passed on to zi jun and cherin hahah! But in the end , me and zi jun went more crazy , we laugh like mad lo!!! High and low tone laughters combined .... Wonderful !!
Wow today I saw you again! Amazing right?? Always a wonderful experience.... Really want to see how long you can stay on like this... ignoring me and acting like you don't know me... Everytime I saw you , I will be like , oh well.... 习惯就好！！haha ...
Oh ya , and finally sold my guitar to Hope le, she will take good care of it~ =D Bye bye my lovely guitar , miss you lol...=)
Saturday, October 16, 2010 Y 23:41
Pissed off once again!!! Zzzz.... One by one making me so angry!!
Firstly , I am a person who thinks that a person birthday is very important. Every friend's birthday I will always try my best to plan and make the day the most happiest day for them. Because I believe that birthday is a very important day and the particular person will be so happy and waiting for all the presents and surprises... We should do our part by giving them what they want and what they like~ This is what a friend should do right??
I really don't like people who don't give a damn for friend's birthday if not just buy a cake and whatever and just like that... Not even a little effort is put in it.... I am not that kind of person... I will always do as much as I can.... But if you want to complain then too bad is either you give me the $$ to share if not you buy yourself... I don't think I am wrong by doing so much... If you can't then forget it!!!
Secondly , I seriously think that if you promise a friend something , you better do it! You said ok , but in the end , did u do what you promise?? NO!!! Continue to blame me if you want... Can't you think about others, everybody have their work and stuffs to do... You can't get what you want everytime! You are not the king or the queen... We can't always follow what you want...Please think before you do or even say something... That sentence is so straight forward... It really make me so pissed off!!
What you wanna do just do , don't even try to ask me.. I will treat you like how you treat me!!! You are the one who is at fault today... and you didn't even apologize!! Just call and ask me some stuffs and then tell me you don't wish to talk to me... Is that how you treat friends?? You are the one who called me.... I am also the one suppose to meet you tomorrow but now I need do some stuffs at home... So I cancel our outing... But am I wrong?? NO!!! I am just doing what I should do.. You can break promise , then why can't I?? Is just the same like what you do to me today!!
Zzzzz.....ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY.... I really don't know what and who to trust nowadays.... I rather don't see or hear anything....
Friday, October 15, 2010 Y 09:40
The small hands holding mine...
I love carrot~
I am finding my food ~
Yeah ... I found it.... So cute
She is on hand
Her first cage....
This is when I first brought her...
Her food..
Cuttie ham ham I will miss you!!!
Yesterday is the most saddest day of my life in 2010... I had never had this feeling... Maybe is because she is my first pet... My dearest hamster passed away yesterday...I really miss her!!!
Yesterday morning, my mum feed her vegetables , she is still moving and eating normally... But when it is afternoon , I wanted to play with her and give her something to eat. I called out to her loudly , she had no response... At first, I thought , she was sleeping... But no matter how I shake the cage , she had no response.. After that , I plucked up my courage and touched her body.... Is all hard and stiff...... Then I come to a conclusion that she is dead.... Rest in peace my girl.... =(
She is always the one who listen to all my unhappiness and she is always the one who cheer me up...Just by seeing her cute actions and eyes.. I will be so happy... Sometimes , I take out of the cage and put her on my hand... Playing with her and stuffs like that ... I can really see that she is happy and so am I.. Thanks for being with me for 2 years and 10 months.... I was really upset that I cried all the way after seeing her lying down there... I can't imagine life without you.... =( She is really the best hamster in the world!
Hamster , I love you!!! I will miss you forever!!! 一路好走。。不管你在哪里 ，都要开开心心的好吗？？我爱你！！谢谢你带给我的欢乐。。我会想你的 ，你也要想我好吗？？
Saturday, October 9, 2010 Y 10:57
I am actually thinking about a lot of things this few days thinking what should I do after I graduate with a diploma... What I want my career to be as and so on... There is many possibilities due to the amount of interest I have in a lot of things... I may love business stuffs and event management stuffs , but I love to learn Body Massage too.... I am also interested in learning Baking and I even love Dancing... So what should I be?? What should I do?? I am really not very sure about which to choose and which would be better~
Some told me that although business is good , the market is not good for business and it is rather competitive.. That means in business , it is not easy to get a job on it now...
Some encouraged me to learn massage first and be a spa therapist... I think that its good also as it is a very relaxing environment for me to work. With aroma scent in the room , with those soft and relaxing music in a quiet and peaceful environment.
As for baking.. I am interested but I don't think I will want to open a bakery or even bake everyday.... so definitely this is out , maybe I just want to bake when I feel like it...
As for dancing... I love dancing , in dancing , I found my confidence... Its the only thing that I felt that I am confident at.. moving and dancing like nobody cares... That will be my most happiest and enjoyable time...
As for event managing , that may be my dream... A job that I always wanted... As I like to plan stuffs and making sure it goes well... Managing stuffs and so on.. But sometimes n life we just can't get we want right?? Sometimes we must think what is good for us and is it really good? Is it really what we want??
Haix.... Hate to make decisions like that.... Really hope I can get to a conclusion after all the thinking and advices given....
What will my future be like?? O.O no one knows~
Anyway got my GPA , its not quite good but it is the best GPA of all semesters...=D I think what I did what I should do and tried my best to finish every single assignment~ I am satisfied with my grades and GPA... Gotten an A which I am really surprised... =)
And I got free treat to Pizza Hut or Pastamania~ haha!! Thanks to the bet!! Of course thanks to my GPA~
Friday, October 1, 2010 Y 23:47
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED CHERIN~~~~MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!! Like what we prepare for u?? all the celebrations and presents and the $$$ I spend on u?? ( heart broke) haha... but I guess is all worth it ba and its just once a year... Imagine it is more than once? Maybe I will kill myself for it ba~LOL....
My dear friend for 7 years.... really appreciate all the times we have fun together and the times when i am sad lol~ I always have mood swing and sometimes you make me mood swing too... But aiya 习惯就好吗！What can I do right?? Who ask mi to have a friend like you? Who is damn opposite compared to me?? HAHAHAH But its good too!!! Love to have you as a friend and proud to have you!!=D
BFF forever... Hope we can stay like that forever and ever.....=D I think this post quite but is all written in the card hahaha.... And I just took 9 mins to update=)
HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! 女儿长大了！妈妈开心惨了！！是不是？？ 哈哈！！爱你喔！！
Y 10:24
Why can't things be just as perfect?? I am so fed up!!! Whats up with me this few days..... I am always angry until I dunno why should I smile! AHHHHHHHH!!! I really wanna cry and shout it all out!!! I am offically broke with not even a single cent in my piggy bank!! HAPPY?? Zzzzzzzz........... Please kill mi.........
I totally have no mood now! Still wanna go out!! Am I crazy?? But I can't don't go !!! Zzzzzz why isit always like that!! Its so unfair to me.... Everything is me and me again.... I am sure you all can do something much more than just saying sorry... I really don't like to solve people's problem is just that what I told you today and you said okie. Then tml there will some reasons which make wat u say not okie!! If today I am poor how? Then all no need to go le lo, then all no need to do! Although I expected this to happen la but I really hate it to the core!!!
Please forgive me for ranting it all out here... I am just throwing all my anger here so that later I will be perfectly alright... Seriously , i am just a 烂好人！！admit it.
气死我气死我！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！都不要管我 ， 让我疯了算了！！
The small hands holding mine...
I love carrot~
I am finding my food ~
Yeah ... I found it.... So cute
She is on hand
Her first cage....
This is when I first brought her...
Her food..
Cuttie ham ham I will miss you!!!
Is this Tofu or white chocolate??
IT's MAHJONG!!! =D
This is what I got ~not bad hor??=) 
I WIN!!!
Yeah ~ Its starting soon!
YO!!
hehe~
Why is it still not starting??
Yeah !! I am ready!! =D
Yeah... mi wearing stage towel =d face damn tired after dance!
STAGE!!!!!
Cherin rebonded hair!!
With jun=)
haha~
BIG BIG EYE BAGS!
lol~
hehe =D
Love this=) crazy eye bags...
