Saturday, April 23, 2011 Y 11:09
22/4
Its our 2 month anniversary today.. We were very happy.. I baked chocolate chips cookies for beebee. Went to shijie house in the afternoon, it was quite a disaster there.. her mixer spoiled so I had to use my own hands to mix... I had to melt the butter, mix the cookie mix, mix the egg until it harden to a dough.. I can't imagine... I mixed it for hours.. My hands were all red and now having 4 blisters on my right hand...=( But it was all worth it, the end product was not bad! Its nice=D
After the cookies is done, I then make my way to orchard to fetch beebee from his work and we went to takashimaya. Had our dinner then went to arcade. We also talk about the first time we went out together. We were very happy and we are laughing like crazy when I was sharing my thoughts when the first time he tried to hold my hand and I refused to... HAHA
But in the end, we quarrel... this time , its really my fault. I did something that hurt him a lot... He was very very angry and pissed off. Once he get off the bus, he walked really fast without knowing I am chasing very hard behind. I was wearing heels, I can't really walk fast.. I tried my very best but he just walk and walk... I was so afraid and I feel like crying.. at that moment of time, i really wish I could fall down then he will definitely turned back and stop.
When he reaches the big drain near my house, he finally stopped... I held his hands and apologised to him... He was angry, he didn't shout at me, but I know he is very sad... he told me his thoughts and I really feel that I am very stupid...Haix...
Hold it until I really cannot tahan le... when I reach my house downstairs... I hugged him and cry like hell... I can't stop. My tears just keep rolling down.... his shirt was really very very wet filled with all my tears... He took very long to console and comfort me down. After I wipe all my tears , he then ask me, want me to send you until outside your house? I agreed, when I reached the door, I pressed the door bell. My mum came, and my mum still ask him, wanna come in and sit down? I was laughing like hell... So late le... sit down for what lol~ When everyone is sleeping... My mum so cute~ HAHA!! Then he answered, nevermind la, I going home le ( in chinese) haha~
Sometimes I really very stupid and will do some very silly things... really hope you could tahan me and forgive me....I am sorry =( This is a lesson for me, I won't do it again, I promise...This is the first time, I am feeling so scared... crying non stop...Hope this is the last time too...
